and the result of that was... i quit dota!! omg can u imagine an event momentous enough to make me uninstall warcraft and delete zion? after spending so much time honing my skill (lolz even tho i wasn't very good at it), the least thing i tot i would do is quit. but oh well... life comes along and bangs u in the head. in this case... kinda literally. really hard for that matter.
a splitting headache. and splitting's an understatement. the pain was madness. seriously. a normal headache would usually start around 3 in the afternoon, escalate to dinner time. after dinner, i'd take panadol, vomit, then go to sleep and wake up ok around an hour or 2 later. this time, it started at 1. by 5, it was throbbing and i took a cab back from school. i took 3 spoons of dinner to have some food in my stomach before taking panadol and then i went to sleep. tried to rather... cos i tossed for 3 hours in bed. and in that 3 hours, i vommited 3 times. each time i vommitted the pain escalated to a level that made me tear uncontrollably. it was like there's some shockwave pulsating in my brain and the migraine just kept throbbing. i was quite scared that it wouldn't stop... the level of pain... omg it made me understand why some ppl are willing to commit suicide to end pain. i was considering calling my mum to send me to hospital to go under GA or smth... -.- oh and amidst all that somehow complex numbers and the argand diagram kept appearing in my mind. have no idea wat it portends.
yes my body snapped on me again. tsk tsk apparently i manifest stress not thru mental breakdowns but physical breakdowns instead. very angry lousy body refuses to cooperate. bah ok maybe the last few weeks were a bit stressful cos of ticketing stuff and all... but still i can cope! why is my body breaking down! angryyyyyyyy.
Name: Foo Guo Zhong Melvyn
Age: 19+
Affiliations: MSHS (Pri), Rosyth, RI, RJC, SFX (LoG)
Bday: 14th Nov
Email: mel_protoss@hotmail.com
and the result of that was... i quit dota!! omg can u imagine an event momentous enough to make me uninstall warcraft and delete zion? after spending so much time honing my skill (lolz even tho i wasn't very good at it), the least thing i tot i would do is quit. but oh well... life comes along and bangs u in the head. in this case... kinda literally. really hard for that matter.
a splitting headache. and splitting's an understatement. the pain was madness. seriously. a normal headache would usually start around 3 in the afternoon, escalate to dinner time. after dinner, i'd take panadol, vomit, then go to sleep and wake up ok around an hour or 2 later. this time, it started at 1. by 5, it was throbbing and i took a cab back from school. i took 3 spoons of dinner to have some food in my stomach before taking panadol and then i went to sleep. tried to rather... cos i tossed for 3 hours in bed. and in that 3 hours, i vommited 3 times. each time i vommitted the pain escalated to a level that made me tear uncontrollably. it was like there's some shockwave pulsating in my brain and the migraine just kept throbbing. i was quite scared that it wouldn't stop... the level of pain... omg it made me understand why some ppl are willing to commit suicide to end pain. i was considering calling my mum to send me to hospital to go under GA or smth... -.- oh and amidst all that somehow complex numbers and the argand diagram kept appearing in my mind. have no idea wat it portends.
yes my body snapped on me again. tsk tsk apparently i manifest stress not thru mental breakdowns but physical breakdowns instead. very angry lousy body refuses to cooperate. bah ok maybe the last few weeks were a bit stressful cos of ticketing stuff and all... but still i can cope! why is my body breaking down! angryyyyyyyy.